New Beginnings
When people hear New Year, they think resolutions, New beginnings, a better year, etc. Most people don't picture the year starting off horrible right? I mean, I definitely don't.🤷♀️ Well that's how ours started off.. literally. Right before the New Year, ALL the kids got sick with bad colds that lasted a little over a week. Next Javier got a flat tire. And to top it off, I was still going in circles trying to get myself health insurance. I thought all of that was HORRIBLE, but that's not even the worst of it. 😩 On New Year's Eve, as I waited for Javier to get home so we could head to my mom's for a late Christmas family dinner, he called me like he always does. And then he dropped a bomb on me. He was laid off from his job.. So many emotions ran through my head at that moment. I wanted to yell and scream and throw shit across the room, but instead I sat there silently crying, thinking of all the ways we could make everything work. With 3 kid